Indecisiveness

Straightened?
Braid-Out?
Twist-Out?
Wash-N-Go?

Ugghhh!!! I can never decide what to do with my hair. It is especially hard since this is my first winter primarily sticking to natural styles. But every once in a while I get the itch.

The itch to take out the ceramic chi knock-off (gvc - sally's brand) bumpers and get the flowy, just stepped out of a pantene pro-v commercial look.

I straightened my hair for the first time in 6 months in September. Lasted for four days. I got bored. I missed my big, bouncy hair. Sometimes I feel like my Braid-Outs and Twist-Outs define me more than my straight hair. *Que: India Arie's - "I am Not My Hair".* I know, I KNOW, hair should not define someone. But my natural-ness is a part of who I am. I feel like a part of my personality is stripped away from me when I wear my hair straight.

It sounds insane. But where I live, that's the thing. Long, straight, silky hair. And if you don't have it, the local Beauty Supply Store on the corner has it, 18" and beyond. I don't think I've ever looked at someone with straight hair and said: woooow, I love her hair. It's hard to when everyone else has it. Reminds me of that game "The Lemmings". All of the characters dressed the same, walked the same, and completely lacked individuality.

But now I'm back to missing my straight hair. Hmmm...

Here I go again with a 4-day hair style, just to satisfy the urge. Until I get bored again.

Then again, that's the thrill of being a natural. Being able to switch up hair styles like a chameleon. So I might look a little Lemmingish for a couple of days, but I'll be back to finding my individuality in no time.

Top 5 Natural Hair "Ah Ha" Moments

I think along the journey to becoming a natural, and the even longer journey of staying a natural, one comes across those "ah ha" moments. You discover a new technique that works, or you find your staple product, etc. These moments I would like to refer to as: My Top 5 Ah Ha Moments along the natural hair journey and I would like to share some of these.


1) The discovery of Shea Butter. The first time that I was introduced to Shea Butter was at Adunde Festival about four years ago. I had heard a lot about its benefits and decided to pick up a container. I only used it on my skin as a way to moisturize my body...but I ABSOLUTELY HATED the smell. Needless to say, I finished up that container and went back to regular lotion. In becoming a regular hair board stalker, I found a LOT of posts where people talked about using Shea Butter in their hair. I kept thinking about the smell which lingered in my mind and said...nah, I'll pass. But TOO MANY PEOPLE were talking about the benefits. I grabbed a container from the BSS and began using it.

To sum it all up: It gives me texture that reminds me of my hair when I was a child. This stuff is magical. Enough said.

2) The discovery of Kinky Curly Curling Custard. Another product that I found lurking on youtube and longhaircareforum. Orginally, I bought this product from Whole Foods Grocery Store as an alternative to gel for my wash-n-gos. Big no-no. This did nothing for me. And I used entirely too much. My hair came out looking and feeling like a scarecrow's hair. I put it under the sink and forgot all about it. Then when I started doing Braid Outs and Twist Outs, I tried it again. It gave me A-MA-ZING results and I use it to this day.

3) The discovery of the Braid Out. Since I mentioned it briefly in number two, it would only make sense to go into more detail in number three. I've always wanted uniform definition. The top of my hair is almost bone straight. The most it will do on a good day is produce loose waves and a slight curl at the bottom. I think I could classify this hair as being 3a or almost 2c. The back of my hair is where all the definition is. It's fun, curly, spirally clown hair. The braidout gives me definition and curls all around. This is definitely my low manipulation (in comparison to the everyday heat I was using last year) every day hair style. And I <3 it!

4) The discovery of Henna. I was very hesitant about treading into this territory. The process seemed entirely too complex for my simplistic tastes. That was until I started to do a little bit more research. Looking at the results that Moptop Maven, Curly Nikki, and other hair care experts had, my curiosity began to heighten. In talking to my two other natural friends, we talked about having a "Henna Party". Don't ask me what this would look like or how it would go down...maybe balloons, confetti...nah. Well, to make a long story short, someone cheated and ended up Henna-ing before our unscheduled Henna Party. Then I said, what the hell and did it the next day. Once I got beyond the messiness, I must say that I was impressed. It gave my highlights an awesome copper color, my hair was stronger, less shedding, more manageable, retained moisture far better than ever, (I could go on for days!) I'm definitely a Henna Addict, check me in!

5) The discovery of Rose Water. Another wonderful Indian store product. This stuff leaves my hair feeling like cotton. Even though I am not a fan of the scent (yes, my nose is very keen when it comes to different scents), I think the results outweigh the smell. I could bathe my hair in this stuff it's so marvelous (though I might pass out from holding my breath...)

So there you have it. My "Ah Ha" Moments in Natural Hair <3

I'm In LOVE!

I have been searching all of my life for the right one. Some work only for a temporary time. Some completely turn me off from the start. Others led me on to believe that they would be the one.

I truly <3 this stuff! I have to start from the beginning...

About two years ago, I was in a store called "National Wholesale Liquidators" looking for some random items. And I realized I was out of shampoo. I ACCIDENTALLY picked up two bottles of Herbal Essences Hello Hydration 2-in-1 Shampoo/Conditioner. I've managed to use up both bottles and it must have been because of the smell because I certainly was not impressed with the results. I simply do not like 2-in-1 Shampoo/Conditioner combinations. But that's for another post. 

Sooooo...as a random lurker on Longhaircareforum.com and Curlynikki.com, I read a lot of people ranting and raving about Herbal Essence's "Hello Hydration". I was thinking in my head **Been there, Done that**. Since I was turned off by the 2-in-1, I figured, how much of a difference can the Conditioner be as far as results?  So I went to Target in the beginning of the summer and picked a bottle of Hello Hydration and Totally Twisted Conditioners. I have been using Totally Twisted as a combing conditioner and I haven't been impressed. I kind of forgot that I bought the Hello Hydration until I noticed it was collecting dust for most of the summer. So I tried it last night and...

WoooOOOOOooooW! 

I feel like one of the women on the initial Herbal Essences commercials with the orgasmic sounds that they make in the shower when using these products. It had the elements of EVERYTHING I have been looking for in a conditioner:

1) Slip - I could run my fingers through my 3b/3c/4a hair....EVEN WHEN ALMOST DRY...which is almost an impossible task especially since my hair is 4a in the back. 

2) Smell - I had already established that I loved the smell with the 2-in-1, but since I will be using this often, it's nice that I can tolerate and become exhilarated with the smell.

3) Less work - The detangling experience was amazing. Less broken hairs and minimal frustration! Since I do braidouts in the form of 8-10 cornrows (which can cause soooo much breakage if my hair isn't untangled), I found this to be heaven sent!

4) Light + Fluffiness + Moisture - Honestly, for 2.99 a bottle...I managed to get this too!?!? I wouldn't be mad if I got this for Christmas wrapped up in a bow.

So there you have it. My (hopefully) endless love :)

Damn Those Kardashian Girls!!

Ok, I'll admit it. I'm hooked.

I've been watching "Keeping Up With The Kardashians" for over a year now, I don't know what "season" I started with, and I've even been watching the "in-between" show: "Kourtney and Khloe Take On Miami". I cannot believe how addictive this show has become. So in justifying my new addiction, I am going to try to break down why I am glued to the screen every Sunday night at 10 PM. (And interestingly enough, Kim is not one of them!)

3) Rob Kardashian - He is majorly sexy. I think I should write to E! Network and ask that they give him some more airtime on this half hour show. I was hoping things would've worked out with him and Adrienne Bailon. Unfortunately it didn't. Maybe this is a sign. <3. Haha!

2) Scott - I cannot stand this guy. But what would the show be lately without him. From his Hugh Heffner esque robes, to the florescent colored one-size-too-tight suits, to his wild and drug (seemingly) infused antics...lately he has become somewhat of a "star" in his own way. Yes, it is sad and disheartening having to watch Kourtney put up with his behaviors...but it makes great TV!

1) Khloe! Khloe! Khloe! - This girl is insane. She is my alter ego. If my conscience was a person, it would be her. She doesn't bite her tongue for s*#@! Out of the three sisters, Khloe is my absolute favorite. I enjoy watching her bash Scott (Kourtney's Boyfriend) every week. It is like her mission in life is to not only properly label him as a "sociopath" but to bring him down. I also like the fact that Khloe is nothing like Kim or Kourtney. She even refers to herself as their "step sister". But underneath the craziness lies a big heart. And that's very evident at least every five or six episodes. lol.

Is it ever OK?

Having a conversation with a friend of mine earlier today, we got into the topic of Alicia Keys and Swizz Beatz. It is well known in the Music World that these two are an item. Alicia Keys is now pregnant with his child and the two are talking marriage in the near future.

I mentioned to her that MAYBE...just maybe I put Alicia Keys on some type of pedestal and that I NEVER imagined that she would have become involved with a married man. (Swizz is not married anymore, but was at the time that the two became an item). Even if he was separated from his wife, I just could not have imagined Alicia Keys in this predicament. Alicia seems like a respectable, educated, and talented individual. She definitely has never presented herself like the type of person that would get involved in this type of drama.

My friend responded: "I see it differently...blame Swizz more than Alicia. Plus, if you are in a happy working marriage then no one should be able to interfere".

So is it ever OK to become involved with a married man that is seeking a divorce? Or should I say a married PERSON (because there are plenty of women out there in the same situation as Swizz). Haven't we all (even the non-married population) gotten to the point of a relationship where we think: I can't do this anymore! But then in an undetermined amount of time we eventually go back to that person.

How does a man/woman that is separated become involved with other men/women? Obviously they are not wearing their wedding band(s), and there is no big sign on their forehead that says "Hey, I'm married, but we're separated!" Is this this topic of conversation before the first date, during, or after?

I guess I'm a little confused at how this works...hmmmm...